Grass is always greener on the other side?

I believe everyone heard this before, even don't....let me share you what my thought about this.

I've been hearing this in Church, radio even some senior talked to me about this.

Do you really know what does "grass is always greener on the other side"?
Well, from my perspective, it means that things, food, people and everything of someone else is better than our own one.

People use to feel that you are better than they do, the food you are eating taste better than theirs, boyfriend/girlfriend you have is more sweet than theirs, clothes we are wearing are warmer than theirs, so as the "grass" in your house garden is greener than their house.

Why do we always have this thought? jealousy maybe? For me, yeah, I personally think that we always get jealous with what people have. I always tell myself that, I am blessed with what I have, what they are having now, they might work even harder than me, so why should I get jealous? I can have it if I work harder too.

While I'm writing this, lot of things came to my mind.
One of it is, why do you need to wear branded stuff if you don't really can afford it/ you are still using your parents $? I don't know whether this is out of my topic, but I feel that do we have to look rich with branded goods in order to hangout with friends that is rich? Other people might look good in branded goods, but if you force it on you, do you think it looks good?

About couple, I met some girls or guy, always complain to their partner about why they are not getting what other couple get. Like always travel here and there, having gourmet in restaurant,  always spending more time with each other. Do you ever think that if your other half can do it, why don't they? Everyone has their own need, so do your partner. Maybe they have to save up something for future like getting marry with you earlier or what?

I believe most of my friends are working now, they always compare their salary with each other, what benefit they can get from their company. To be honest, I really hate friends that compare my salary with theirs. You are smarter, you are more hardworking, you earn your gold. I have my own plan, my life, why do you need to come and bother me about my earnings and my life? If you want the earning like mine, or I want the earning like you, you can just come and join in my workplace.

This topic can't finish talking if I dont stop here, I have lot of it in my mind, but some might be sensitive, so I keep it for myself =p
Sometimes I will get jealous with what people have too, but thinking back, what I'm having now is good enough? if it is not, I work hard for it.
*p/s sorry if i offended you if you read this, 'I'm sorry' is here for you to collect =x
Sincerely, amingo

Been a year I have work in Lim Hoon Nam & Co., friends, colleagues & fun =3

Since I graduated from Taylors, I started to work and get into this company.
Been working here for about a year, at first, I thought I can't really get along with others because somehow I feel my colleagues are behaving weird (yes they really weird - some are hamsap, joker, weirdo, silly, moody, crazy) LOL!

Well, I can see the progress of myself in that company is quite good, I get along with everyone quite good. Makes jokes, fun, scolding each other while working. Every time I went field audit with senior (go to client place to do audit), I get to know them even more, well I listen to their experienced, absorb and learnt. They are really willing to teach, share their things even it is other than company matters.

Since last year in around August, came in a guy,that everyone feel he is weird. I can see everyone have communication barrier with him, including myself. Somehow he is the first person that I get to know which is so hard to communicate with him, his face expression, words came out from his mouth, seriously get to pissed off people easily. I tell my family, my dad told me that maybe he is a person that is more quiet and don't really like to talk to people. But I explain to him that he is talkative and likes to talk, but how he tries to get into a topic, somehow make people just don't wanna talk to him. I tried hard to communicate with him, but I failed.

People in Lim Hoon Nam make me feel happy and maybe they are one of the reason I like to go work (sometimes don't really), everyday there are new topic to be talk, make fun of it, and the working hour somehow past very fast. Everyone know that auditor turnover in every audit firm is high, recently there are some colleagues that I close to are resigning...I feel quite sad, but what to do? I have to deal with it. Hopefully we will still contact each other after that.

Our boss would have an annual gathering every year before Chinese New Year, as expected, he booked the same place like last year, which is "high-tea" in Federal Hotel in Kuala Lumpur. This year attendance is quite good as a senior is resigning, so we treat it as having the "last meal" with her. I really had fun today, I laugh really really hard from the start until it end. Taking pictures and making fun of everything, lots of yummy food as well!

So the person that I said he is weird, he sitting there alone, watching everyone snapping pictures with each other, he just walk around try to get into the talk and picture session. But everyone never notice him, and I guess he felt ignore by everyone. At last, he come and ask me to take a pic with me, I'm just fine and just snap a pic with him. I hope he won't feel that lonely, sometimes I think that if I'm him, I will really feel very sad and hard to survive working in this company.

Here are some photos to sum up it up for today =)

This is my bosses and my nearly all of my colleagues in Lim Hoon Nam, small firm that has it's history for nearly 30 years.

Its a buffet, food is quite good, just a bit bored with it because nearly same like last year =(

Colorful Marshi Marshi, cakes and mango mango! yumss 

The white shirt senior (Human GPS, rich auntie) AH LAI! she is the one leaving that worked here for almost 20 years. I WILL MISS YOU =p

both of us in left and right tried to hold the middle 1 up because he is too short! haha

brother hey? BAD BROTHER

Do I look good in every picture? I don't really know how to catch the angle of taking photo because never been practice for a quite some time, well great laugh, great food and most importantly, GREAT FRIENDS & COLLEAGUES! <3 you guys 

Never ever underestimate anything...

uhm....how should I start this actually...

Well, I have been quite active in hiking since last year November because I get to know a friend that is dam active in any activity, so I follow her a few times to do some hiking and even tried the 12 hours hike in Gunung Nuang as you can see it in my previous blog.

So last saturday, I was chilling out with my close friends in a cafe and suddenly a friend called me and invite me to join him and his friends to go Broga Hill. Immediately I have agree with him, and by the time is already 12am and we have to get up by 3am and depart from our area to Broga Hill, which approximately need a travel of an hour. 

Before this, I always thought that Broga Hill is quite an easy hiking spot because there are lot of people go there and hike there, so I underestimated it will be very easy hiking and brought the thought of go and have some fun with my friends. 

So we reached there by 515am and started our hike around 525am. There are 5 in our group including me, where 2 of them are couple. So a friend of mine called Sin Khay, which is a friend of mine since primacy 4, his stamina is dam good, he walk dam dam dam fast. I tried to follow behind him with the speed that can kill me, I can also hear the beat of my heart like dup dup dup XD

When just started I'm still ok to follow with his pace, but when reach a place that is quite slanting, where lot of people struggling there and need to have for people infront of me to move. So since there I lose the track of my friend, and i just keep on going with myself. Snap photos, keep hitting water into my body to keep me hydrated. Since then, I realize that I really overestimated myself and underestimated something is that so tough. There are places that I need to use rope to climb up big stone, luckily there are some Malays there to help everyone. Due to my slippery shoe, I barely get up from a stone which is quite tall, those Malay help me by holding my hand and some even push my ARSE =x muahahaha

About 555am, I reached the peak, and lot of people resting and lying down there in the space that is quite limited, so I just sit down and have a rest to wait for my friends. 

When I sit down quietly, lot of thing appear in my mind. Why do I behave in such way that sometimes I would underestimate something that I never even try before. Am I too over-confident in myself? Well, I know that I hit the gym so often, and maybe I think that activities that require strength would not be a problem for me. Now I know that it is wrong, I shouldn't think that way. I hope that I could change myself for not behaving in such way anymore. 

So after a few minutes, I met Sin Khay and both of us walk down to a lower peak to meet up with another friend call Shang Ching, and we just chit chat there to wait for the sun rise. Forget about the couple, they gave up quite early according to Shang Ching. The wind is dam strong when we were waiting for the sun rise, we were shivering there, but of course, we snap some silly pictures =p 3 of us climb to a rock that can see everything. I see light from people that is coming up and also the light of the city.

manage to reach the peak using approx. 30mins. Not bad huh? 

Lights...

Look like "windows 98'' background. dont you think so? lol

2 crazy fella when the strong wind is blowing. It is seriously strong.

Yeah yeah. most macho dah budak tu

Getting bright! but no sun that morning. I never see any sun rise lol.

Cant really see the wind blowing my hair and my cloth, but this is dam gay

Dah la...only a small rock only. Cisss...

Morning world! messy hair, pimple face =p

Beautiful view from a Temple near Broga Hill <3

Im excited to go for any hiking! have the same interest? jio me jio me! BANANA ME! 

If you are ask to jump from a 5th floor building, do you even dare?

Have you guys ever think of the feeling that jumping off from a building?
Or ever have the guts to try it?
We always see suicide cases that people jumping off from building, but do you know how dare they are to do that?

On the past few days, which is 10th of January 2014, I went Sunway Lagoon theme park with 2 friends of mine. We wanted to go there just to try out with the bungee jump and a activity called G force. So our first activity of the day was Bungee Jump. One of my friend already did her jump last time, so is only me and another friend is jumping this round. The girl was very afraid of height and for sure, this jump for her need lot of encouragement to do that. I was quite relax before we jump, and i thought that the feeling would be like doing flying fox from a tall tree to another only.

So my friend went off first, I was shouting and dam excited when she is going off. I never feel nervous at all. Until my turn, the worker tied up both my legs which I couldn't even walk, and have to penguin walk until the edge of the platform, the height really terrified me. With the wind blowing on me, standing on the edge of platform, the worker holding the safety belt of mine behind so I won't fall down. He told me that I have to go off from his counting of 5, my heart beating is increasing that time. My mind was blank and I really feel like quitting because it is really high!

So I keep saying to myself, I have already here and I have pay for it, I should just go. When I was ready, showing the dam peace finger to the camera, I just wanna jump down and end it fast.

So this is the pic taken by my friend, this bungee jump is the world shortest in the world, and it has only 21 meter of height only. So.....now you know how coward am I lol!

When the moment I jumped down, my mind was really blank with my fast heart beating, the force that pull me down is really scary. I had the feeling like I'm doing suicide and jumping off from 5th floor. When the robe has reached its maximum length, and it pull me back up. and again I feel so scared and helpless! ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh myyy god......it was like I'm so near to the water that my hand can barely touch it, but then the robe pull me back up. And I just see things round and round and relax myself. I feel so relieved because I have done it. I was helped by a boat that is waiting for every bungee jumper. When I lie down on the boat, I really think that I was out of my mind that I have did such crazy thing...

So guys, do you ever thought of killing yourself by jumping off a building? please don't, it is really scary! Share your experience with me if you ever did any bungee jump before! 

Facebookers, seriously?!

You may find that I got dam much thing to complain on, but this is who I am!
I say what I feel not right =O


Seriously, I always saw people posting their smiling pictures with the caption of  angry on someone or tired of something. dude? can you even smile with your dam big teeth show on the picture when you are angry on something? please make it real la if you really wanted to show people that you are angry. add on with a RAR behind mah, it will look more fierce even with your smile on your picture LOL =p

Well I know that everyone has their right to post up anything they wanted to or they like to, so am I. I have the right to comment on what I saw also! Geessshhh!

Super annoyed with those pictures!

How about this pic showing I am dam annoyed? TADA! whatever. ciows