If you are ask to jump from a 5th floor building, do you even dare?

Have you guys ever think of the feeling that jumping off from a building?
Or ever have the guts to try it?
We always see suicide cases that people jumping off from building, but do you know how dare they are to do that?

On the past few days, which is 10th of January 2014, I went Sunway Lagoon theme park with 2 friends of mine. We wanted to go there just to try out with the bungee jump and a activity called G force. So our first activity of the day was Bungee Jump. One of my friend already did her jump last time, so is only me and another friend is jumping this round. The girl was very afraid of height and for sure, this jump for her need lot of encouragement to do that. I was quite relax before we jump, and i thought that the feeling would be like doing flying fox from a tall tree to another only.

So my friend went off first, I was shouting and dam excited when she is going off. I never feel nervous at all. Until my turn, the worker tied up both my legs which I couldn't even walk, and have to penguin walk until the edge of the platform, the height really terrified me. With the wind blowing on me, standing on the edge of platform, the worker holding the safety belt of mine behind so I won't fall down. He told me that I have to go off from his counting of 5, my heart beating is increasing that time. My mind was blank and I really feel like quitting because it is really high!

So I keep saying to myself, I have already here and I have pay for it, I should just go. When I was ready, showing the dam peace finger to the camera, I just wanna jump down and end it fast.

So this is the pic taken by my friend, this bungee jump is the world shortest in the world, and it has only 21 meter of height only. So.....now you know how coward am I lol!

When the moment I jumped down, my mind was really blank with my fast heart beating, the force that pull me down is really scary. I had the feeling like I'm doing suicide and jumping off from 5th floor. When the robe has reached its maximum length, and it pull me back up. and again I feel so scared and helpless! ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh myyy god......it was like I'm so near to the water that my hand can barely touch it, but then the robe pull me back up. And I just see things round and round and relax myself. I feel so relieved because I have done it. I was helped by a boat that is waiting for every bungee jumper. When I lie down on the boat, I really think that I was out of my mind that I have did such crazy thing...

So guys, do you ever thought of killing yourself by jumping off a building? please don't, it is really scary! Share your experience with me if you ever did any bungee jump before!