Lets get started....
I would like to start with after I have graduated from my degree in Commerce, I never really have a good holiday and I straight away go to hunt for job in order for me to fill up my time to forget what had happen on me in my 4 years relationship with my ex girlfriend. Yeah, we have broke up in the beginning of this year and I really took so much time to recover and stand back up. That 4 years really meant a lot to me. *I won't really talk much about that in here*. So I went for some interviews, and I just give it a try to my current company as it is quite near to my house and I'm quite happy to work there as well, friendly colleagues that I get to laugh and talk around with them while working.
As the beginning of this year, I really feel very down, one of it is about my love, and I don't know who can I share it with, my brother is away from home for around 5 months to work in outstation, no gym partner...So yeah, I hit the gym very hard every day, and I get few injuries within this year as well. So yeah, after a month plus, Chinese New Years is here! Tan family made a trip to Langkawi to have a visit to my brother. I just drink as much as I can because the beer and liquor are cheap there, well its kinda childish to make myself drunk when I'm sad right? duuhhhhhh....
When everything is settling down, and this happen again. I have a lovely grandpa that love me really a lot since I was young, he is deaf, can't really see properly, and it frustrated him since he feels everyone doesnt really care about him so much. Me and my family get to visit him once a week because he staying with my uncle, and he loves to talk a lot with me. I tried my very best to talk to him even though I'm so tired, help him to cut fingernails, massage for him, and give him a cigarette if he ask for it. His condition is getting worst day by day, and I already know that he couldn't last any longer as he is taking lesser and lesser each meal and he says he doesn't feel hungry. Until a day while I'm working, around 4pm+, I get 2 missed call from my aunty, and I know that its not a good sign. My dad give me a call and ask me come back home, my tears roll down when I'm leaving office. Yeh Yeh, I miss you a lot even if you are not here anymore...remember how you used to call me, buy me candy, snacks, and give me coins that you collect slowly (even you are not working) because you afraid that I have not enough pocket money to spend. I love you yeh yeh <3
There are many bad things that happen on me this year until I cant really remember all of them, but it is over, I hope there will be a better tomorrow and live life to the max! =l
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