Remember 5 years ago, we knew each other in an online game call maple story, we were just friends and share feeling and have fun in the game together with some other friends. We never met each other in real life, but the game brought us into the gaming life like a real world we can really stay inside the game for very long...I remember you were the one come near me, talked to me, and stay close to me...from that moment onward, we get closer and planned to meet each other when you coming down to KL to further your studies...
Our first met was in Midvalley, I remember you were a chubby girl, which have no confident at all. But I don't mind at all, I held your hand and hug you when we first met, you were not feeling well that day as well, your family went to shopping and left you alone in the hotel to rest. I bring you to meet my sis, mom and my bro to have dinner together. But you were too shy to eat, and wanted to buy pretzel to eat instead.
Along the 4 years, we love, we fight, we argue, we cried, we do almost everything together...but sometimes distance, my emotion, my childish thought make our relationship runs down. But we manage to save it, carried on with laughter, love each other even more...You have taught me to be a better person, a person with better manners, to control my emotion, feeling...and many more...
I remember I was the one get very excited with the monthsarry, not to celebrate, but just spend the whole day together, no matter doing what, just by your side, I would feel very happy. Do you even remember what we always fight for? What we laugh for? What we talked? Well, flipping the pictures of us in my laptop, just bring up lot of memories of us...
Sometimes places I go, the song i listen, the things I do or even some people I saw on the road that look like you, you just come across my mind...Not saying that I can't let go of you, but you were used to be so important to me. Whatever I do, You will just come before anything. About future, about studies...I will put you on the first place...
I might not be anyone for you right now, you never reply my message when I sent you one. You have found your new love, I just really hope he will treat you better than I do, love you even more than I do...
Even though you won't see this post, but I just wanted to tell you that, sometimes I miss you. Miss your smile, your kiss, your hugs, your cuddle...just everything...no matter you see this post after a year, 5 years, 10 years or maybe after 20 years...I hope you will always remember me, the one that love and care for you so much, even the time I have sacrificed for you, just to see your smile...Promise me, you are really a good girl. Don't hurt the other guy like how you did it to me...It is hard to let go a person that I really love...it took me nearly a year just to let you go in my heart...I hope he will be the one and only one, to be with you forever...
I still cry everytime I play this video, the song you play for me in piano...
You were such a lovely girl...
Enclose this post with the pictures that I took with you for our last celebration of your monthsarry that near 4 years...
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